babehs.

i got loads of things wanted to post since ysd,but times doesnt allows me to post.so,now i spent my lil time to post and conts my studies.the favourite sub[HISTORY]three more chapter to complete form4!i knw,im bit late to complete all my friggin 9 subs!!so,i only do more revision on sub tht i want to score.im a bad girl!WTF!

whr do i need to start first?urm,these few days,i reali do learnt of thing and understand more wht human needs bout love,family and frenship.i get to many people's blog to read. the one tht i don wanted to view,lastly,i viewed as i knw she must be posting something new.yea~wht i guess is right.i really wonder why she's the one who apologise then the one who wanted to start a war again?im nt here to critic bout u and i dont have the right too.In a frenship,nt consists of trustworthy,responsible,love and caring want mer?wht i don see any in u?haihh,just leave it.maybe someday,both of u really can become a fren.U wil realise hw childish on wht u did.

ILOVE BOTH OF U TO THE MAX!

our frenship isnt builded like oth people 10yers 5 yers or 3 yers.in within these few months to get understand more to each other.tht is reali enough.i wish to grow old with u both.i mean,frenship.sounds like relationship?can be denied,last time i have hurted, florence before.Im reali sorry wht i did to you in form 3!keep avoiding from u,i dno why i wil reacted this way.wtf of me!!til form 4,i realised who're the fren who do or doesnt need to appreciate.U're the one who never leave me,when i reali need ur help.when im in so moody,u're the one who advised me til the late in midnight.i still rmb so well.Once,i phoned u to accompany me,u within 15 mins u reached my hse. i feel touched tht moment.altot,we're not best fren at tht time.i have a thought,if i really need them,will them willing to concern like whtu did?the answer,i struggle for long,lastly,i found out,NO!they wil just say a very small matter.this wil a best fren reacted?this is the main reason,i reluctantly less join them out and so on... ended our closer frenship in this year.i bet u guys,must be thinking why am i join both of U?i can really say tht, they will nv leave me,when i needed them,we can shared prob,no matter wht prob.we und each oth more than our 5 yers frenship.im gald tht finally,i found u both.i found out the true defination of frenship : frenship is precious,not only in shade but in reality,always and forever.!i do feel comfort when with you both,feel easy to express wht i have felt.im have no doubting bout wht i have told u both before.i trust u both.,I DO!ily.<3another defination i found via google :Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away.

lastly,our single moment we spend,wil forever stick to my mind,NEVER AND EVER FORGET BOUT IT.<3

ended bout frenship.

now,bout relationship,ysd ihave heart-to-heart talk with him,BE.he really makes im pouring confident on him more and more. i wish im the galf,u will felt proud of having me.thks and loves.!

p/s1:ltr,im going to trim my hair,my bottom of har spoilted like shit![hopefully,he wont cut till too short or else i wil give him a piece of my mind]jk ahh.

p/s2:gonna to finish three chapter in form 4 by tonight or tmw.[thks for venn, borrowing me her text books.

p/s3:wish u all the best for car exam,LAY!rmb,wht i have told u,do it step by step,don nervous. :D

sign off.

i think im a bad sis,i forgot to post a wishes to my bro.haha. neway,ltr better than none or nth,heh,gor?

HAPPY SUGAR 20TH BIRTHDAY!

it would be the simple one, idid before,but truly from my heart <3

sign off.

well,this post is all bout my BOYF. ily:Dwe get to knw each oths almost 3 and the half years ad.we met at basketball's court. tht time i jst beginner of playing bbl oni. As he every evening wil go to speedy play bbl wan.yes,i told my friend tht i admirer him,but to be honest i reali didnt admirer him geh,i just say say only lorr,maybe u might don trust but i mean it.Then,aft sometimes,he msg-ed me,heh. act,i can get his num in very easy way but i didnt.haha. finally,he msg-ed me.lolx.so, we cht-ed bout half and a year, we started our love story,(L).we bout one yer relationship oni out often like now..Last time we seldom out de lor. as one month oni5 or 6 times,i guess. but the first memories he gave me is at Sungkai.rmb,babe?

he get my num from one of my friend.i asked him why he will choose me as to be his galf,knw wht he answer?he said first impression me to him is a very weird gal with brownish hair. very special never seen so special gal in TI.i was like... wht the.... lolx.honestly, we started our relationship,many ppl talked bad bout him,is everyday new bad news bout him to me?can u girls imagine tht how i felt tht time?aft sometimes,'tht gang' chged to oth new couple. wtf them!!!at first,i was nt reali love him geh,in my mind set up he needs to msg me oni i will msg him,lolx,am i childish with this thinking?Day by day,loves towards him deeper and deeper.sometimes,i do ask myself why am i so love this guy?am he is reali the Mr.Right for me?

he thinks for our future. he told me so many things.As he set up his mind im the last one and the most love one in the world.(melts).but maybe for oth ppl will say he jus lies to me.i don care act, i believe him!i trust him. Everytime,we had a conflict he sure go CC and didnt study.he explainted to me said tht because of me only he study hard to get a good job in future. as im his supporter in life. wuhhooo.. Honestly,now he nt really chao me. wht i do wrong he will scold me and correct me. As last time he will really chao me as now he said i chao u too much thts why i become so ye man.am i wor?:(

he have planned for studies and money.he said if ur parents cant afford u to cont study,my mummy will help u. but,i don think i will use his family money lor.As i knw my boyf not as rich as oth ppl boyf. can buy hw expensive things.i don care bout tht act,i love him is him not cuz of materialistic!truly from heart,boy.sometimes,i will ask myself wht if my life without him?will it become happy or become worst and dull?i don get the answer.Somehow,we got our many sweet memories.

still loads to upload... sty tuned.

next is bout.....

urm,today i skipped sch.:P woke up at sharp of 12 o'clock.Rence phoned me, as planned to have bfast.End up cancel cuz too hot.So baby, asked me for help. to drive his mum's car to fecth him as he wanna send his car to repair.I DRIVE LEGALLY,heh!!aft tht,we went to have brunch then return to his hse.i talked to his mummy.Her mummy ask me to join her to baked cheese sausage bread.Nah,boyf, reluctantly said to his mum '' u ask het to do?sai hei la,she jst to eat''.hey,u look down on me,ha?u will taste the tastiest sausage bread never ever!:Pwait and see..

AND I skipped sch tomorrow TOO!!

i knw i got lotsss grammar mistakes!sryyy...

sign off.

im simply love hate this pic <3. we snapped it at ysd night before went to have our dinner. we had our dinner as KFC.As he say i thin ad?as my ke-tu-lan-of-fatty layer decreases size?lolx. u might dn und wht im trying to type.forget bout it then. hmmps,seems aft i chged my blog i seldom update bout my rountine life. there are few reasons why im nt often update.

1. chg the habit of blogging[i need too,cuz of freaking SPM!]
2. sometimes of my laziness[ curse me badly!]

dn hv plenty time to blogging.haha.excuses i guess.lolx.

Urmm,yea,last few days, i went to bf's hse overnight. tht was a great night. we did cht lot of things cuz of we nv meeet for fucking two weeks of a BIG CONFLICTION.now everything going fine. :)and so do ysd night,i did overnight at his hse. it is feel good and comfortable sleeping over with him :)btw,let him saw my stupid+funny sleeping face. HODOHNYA!cheh,also not the first time,let him saw dou my ugly face.huh!!

yea~aft sch, we went to have our lunch when on the way goin bck home.Siew Lay saw me.she's learning car for P,heh. she is going to take exam on 10th nov. WISH U LUCK,Lay. <3

wht a suprise today i went to sch，huh?honestly, is damn boring!i got nth to do at sch. plus im hvin pms!wtf!!!screw it PMS!!!poor thing.as this morning,principal and mata-telah-berkulat gave a speech bout SPM'S grade,heh?my principal simply funny act. haha campur-asation.lolx.convent's student will und wht im saying.k la,gtg.

sign off.

yay!todayy, is our 100oth days. <3

finally,after two weeks, we had ended our very BIG CONFLICATION!phew,i reali happy bout tht you forgive on wht i had did and treats me as good like last time,i do!baby,i reali promise  hard this time will nv repeat this thing nymore. :)ily,babehh.i believe u loves me so much,yes.the last two days,bout the msg which makes i so guilty bout.:(i stil rmb so well of the sentences '' u're ad become my supporter in my life,thts why these few days,i don hv the mood to study,sorry babe,i felt guilty but in the oth way, im happy cuz makes i feel tht im important in ur life. heez.

make it short,i really glad tht having you both of buddies,NO DOUBT.u girls nv leave me when i needed and sty beside me.i realli appreciate our frenship.i do and always <3urm,i dn it is late tht we become a very best fren though. we don count times but we do count our honesthy and trustworthy.yes,galf?<3

and today i kinda scoldedmy grandma or maybe the way i talk to my grandma bit rude?haihh,im so guilty now ahh..haihh,i don mean it act,as she reali stuborn. im sorry grandma. haihh.. hope u wil nv keep it in heart,u always the greatest grandma tht i have ever!<3

gtg peeps.

sign off.

this is the first post, well i got <u> LOT</u> of thing i wanna to write, ready?haha.hmm, as we planned this morning we have breakfast tog wan,manatau,rain msg-ed Rence said that noon oni eat,Ish Rain nex time don last mins oni inform,okie?thats why i wake up in the early morning,urm,around830,i knw aint early la. Ish.. then i lie on bed til 9 o'clock then wana get out of room to toilet,manatau,something bad happened on me,as i sensed it last day. wtf! once,i get out of room,suddenly i feel vy headache then blackout and lie on floor, i cn listen mummy is hugging me to call me,but that time im so unconcious,aft sometimes, oni i realise i fainted just now. now my head stil pain pain dit!!argghh.

but this incident let me know that my mummy is so cares bout me, if im not wrong i listened she said ' girl,if u knocked somewhre else u wan mummy hw?' she hugged me tightly.. ily,mummy!muax.

okie leave that topic, another one.

bout me and him..

urm,ysd i reali take my very first time, i asked him do stil hv the chance to tog bck?he answer me a very long msg. make it conclusion : he loves and miss me but he afraid i wil reacted that way to treat him, we need sometimes to tink bout it. yes i agreed it.he told me that he do miss me, thats why sometimes even purposely go out so that wont at home always thinks bout me. this reali make me so guilty bout. haihh..

why am i so unconcious that moment?wht i have did,reali so irrational.then, he said from the u send to me,im thinking if we tog bck wil u treat me as best fren or best fren. as my msg said that if we reali cant be couple,i hope we can be best fren. but i jus can tell him,i love you.

studies.

left24days to SPM!wtf.seems like i never did any revision before that?when can i chg this attitude?maybe i will follow laylay method and compete with oth frens.but i cna bet i jus say say oni with no action!!

k la,is long enuf.

ciaoz

• sty tuned,pics cominn soonn..

girls,

im going to quit blogging soon, as im creating a new one some sort like blogspot.
for certain people i will inform my new link. okie?

• p/s:say NO to INSTANT NOODLES. :(
• I love friday. :)

ciaoz.

wht a tiring day!:( due to ysd2am oni sleep but eh, did revision til so late de le.. :Phmm,today form 3 have a party of cooking?lolx, after i finished my sej paper 1 i went down wit rence and rain to curi makan people foods.haha.eh,rRence,BUBURRRR.lolx.

its make me got intention wana do pasta this weekends,who wana joins me?heh,i plan to do sandwiches,salad,soup and PASTA.yummiiiee :D as dinner.
my sa-li-va flooding outt... :P

k la,gonna take a short nap.
noon everyone.

p/s:i simply love todayy weather :)
p/ss:not in a good mode... wtf!

ciaoz.